Ocean

I take a dive into the ocean

The water feels warm against my skin

It rushes over my body like memories

Memories?

I see life around me

Beautiful, breath taking, benign life

Or memories? And I forget, for a split second

It’s water, not poison, not arsenic, but water

Not air

So I lie mesmerized, with what it shows me

And I breathe I breathe in the water, silly me

I make a mistake, because I trust easily

I make a mistake, because I believe

Beauty does not kill Memories do not hurt

So I die In that moment, when I try to feel alive

But I’m grateful

At least, I die in your arms, love!